6.9.03
it's been a REALLY long time since i last blogged! i forgot my login thingy...lol...i dunno what to say. jacki's got a b/f and i'm not allowed to date. but ^_^ who cares about that!? my site sucks ass doesn't it? dont answer that. :( foof. i dunno. ne-wayz...hopefully i'll hav a new layout and shit soon. *prays* lol... see ya!
3/12/03
ah...i went totally psyco today...i got off the bus and i was listenin to Linkin Park on my headphones (as usual) when suddenly i thought i heard sum1 yellin my name, so i paused my cd to listen...nothin...so i unpaused it and again it sounded like sum1 was screaming my name...so i like totally spazed out...i turned my cd player off and started screaming to myself 'stop it; stop screaming my name; no stop'...then i started breathin really heavy, like i was hyperventalating or sumthin...if ne1 saw me, they probably thought i was on drugs or sumthin...it was really freakish...uh...yeah...

3/10/03
aloh everyone-ness. (note to all the ppl i talk to on AIM - if you have chibineko444 on your list i wont hav that in a few weeks, so u can change it to bunpire) *growls* i am sooo confused...i was walkin home from the bus stop and i started thinkin about halloween, which made me start thinkin about gir and then i started to REALLY miss him and i almost started crying...i dont know why! ahh *sigh* and i dunno...

3/6/03 sum time...who really cares...
life is evil and thats all i hav to say bout that. my life is way screwed up...i just broke up with my b/f like 2 weeks ago, this guy Matt (this one's in my school...too many Matts) likes me and my ex does too and i like Julian (i think) but then there's this guy on my sister's hockey team that's pretty hot and i went to the hockey party yesterday to see him but he didnt show up...grrrr...and then...the kid down the street from my mom's house likes me and i also like the other guy...Matt... (HI MATT...hehe...i'm talkin about you!) but not in the same way cause i got a lot of guy friends..and therefore.. im confused. and then Matt (the one from my school) thought i was goin out with Cody...but i like Cody...just not that way and he's bi..not that that really matters...but whatever...ugh. and thats about it...but i keep losing my lunch in my World History class..first block. yeah...thats it...

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